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My Spiritual Journal: One Year Later

After the dawn of the year 2013, I made a resolution to create a spiritual journal. A suggestion from a friend a few months previous had put the idea in my head, but I kept thinking how it was a good idea. Although I had never before been able to keep up with journaling, I made the commitment this time. This past New Year's day was the one year mark for my journal, and I don't plan on stopping. 

I recently finished a writing pedagogy class, where I discovered why journaling works. You see, writing isn't just a means for documenting thought; it's also a way of learning (epistemic writing). When we write, our thoughts spin out in a web, which allows us to make certain discoveries. Through journaling, which is personal and less-hindered, we are able to make self-discoveries. I had a professor who once said, "reality is a function of language," which to me means that through a shift of view or expression, the world can appear in many different ways. When journaling, we are able to view the subject through lenses into alternate "realities."

 Originally, I purchased the plain black journal to help me decipher a few puzzling occurrences that were seemingly paranormal. I craved perspective. My writing took me down a different path, however, and I haven't looked back. At the start of 2013, I couldn't have anticipated how difficult the year would be. I journaled through my the uncertainties of my first year of college, my crumbling family-life, the illness and death of someone very close to me, and my own health concerns. And through that, I found love, and I journaled that too with a shaky pen and a thumping heart. 

I would encourage anyone to pick up a journal and start writing. It doesn't have to be "spiritual," which was the intention of my own. You will see a difference in yourself.


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  1. Sounds like a great idea, and that it worked well for you. :)

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  2. Alan Moore has noted that writing is in itself a form of magic. This is why historical magicians wrote their magical "spells" down in "grimoires" -- or grammars. This is also probably why almost all religions start out with prohibitions against making "graven images".

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    1. This sounds really interesting! I'll have to look into this.

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