Finally people have stopped asking me, "What are your colors?" But now they're saying, "It's getting close! Are you ready?" I woke up a week and a half ago with tension in my temples and feeling like I couldn't get my heart rate down. I realized that it was probably wedding-planning stress. I've tried with all my might not to stress about the wedding, so much so that it's finally caught up with me, I suppose. But, I made sure to de-stress over the weekend last week and get done what I could with my week nights and this past weekend. What will be will be. I might be a married woman the next time I post here! That's an interesting thought considering I started this blog in high school. It's been less than a decade, but life has crammed so many changes into that short amount of time. When I began this blog, I was an inexperienced teenager, enthusiastic about the Goth subculture, searching for kinship with others who shared my interes